If I Stay

If I'm a cello player,

If I'm beautiful,

If I'm living in Portland.

I wonder what's there,

 after the if.

Well, if and only if. I wonder what will happen in my life? Will there be a big difference...? I guess .. nay..I can't guess...you see, in life..you made a choice..by choosing something you're letting go of something. Simple.

I chose Russia, I'd let go of my dream of going to Ireland.

I chose to break up, I'm letting go of my memories.

I chose to keep my feelings as a secret, I'm letting them go.

I choose to be a doctor, I'm letting go of any hidden potential that I have.

Well there might be another parallel-us...living as us... our double..living maybe a better or a worse life than ours. Who knows?

"Life is this big, fat, gigantic, stinking mess. That's the beauty of it too"- If I Stay Movie.

The road never taken, is the road we never know where it'll brings us to.