Thursday 22 March 2012

I can't be that good?

Hari ini mi ada kelas Ruski. Kitorang punya kerja sekolah adalah bina 10 ayat yang menggunakan 'grammar' tertentu la kan.. So, meh kita rewind a few days before, masa cg mi bg homework ni ek.. .............
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Cg: ok, homework awak buat ayat macam yang kita belajar tadi, buat 10 ayat. Balik ini tengoklah internet  untuk contoh2 ayat.
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OK. Mi pun dengan bersemangatnya carilah ayat2 kat internet semua. Carilah ayat-ayat yang susah, yang kompleks-kompleks sikit. Macam ini, kitorg dah selalu kena buat-buat ayat ini.Dulu cg pernah kata jangan buat ayat pendek, atau bosan. So I bear in my mind that I have to write a few interesting stuffs.
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Once, I tend to write a few things about things we never mentioned before like Stadium Santiago Bernabeu, Al-Kuliyyah. Somehow, it turned out bad. She scolded me. She said, she can't correct my grammar because I didn't use the normal Russian words. You see, I used to write about Stadium Santiago Bernabeu last time in my essay. And she's okay with that. So,I thought it's okay for me to use the word. While for Al-Kuliyyah, yeah right she never once heard of that. And out of that 15 senetences, only this one word is not 'normal'. So what is it that made she pissed off ? Fine, I get it. She wanted to check my grammar and she just wants me to be better in Russian language. Seriously, I get it and thank you.
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Semalam masa Mi nak buat homework, Mi pon gunalah internet untuk cari information, sbb ayat yang Mi kena buat itu...macam ini taw > what is to be contained in what. So, ayat-ayat ini lebih kepada fakta. Cg pun dah kata boleh tengok kat internet kan, so I guess there will be no problem at all. DANG! She pissed off again!

OMG! Dahla dia cakap x berhenti-henti, die dok kata Mi amek ayat itu sebiji-sebiji daripada internet. Ya Allah, Mi ini punyalah dok Google nak ayat pelik-pelik, check grammar satu-satu, sekali bila dia check dia tuduh gitu. Apakah??! DANG! Nasib baiklah Ayu explain kat dia. I was speechless, how am I suppose to explain to her when I was shocked and she kept babbling at me.

 I was holding back my frustration as if nothing happened. Mi pon cepat2 cool down kan diri sendiri. Mi katalah, OK Mi kau teraniaya, cepat2 doa nanti doa kau termakbul. Takpe Mi , dia marah sebab nak kau pandai. Kalis ngan Sharifah kan dah cakap, we do mistakes while learning.
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Sebelum ini, homework Mi adalah salah-salah grammar, tak delah bez ashibak (xde salah langsung). Tapi bila Mi try wat homework betul2, bez ashibak, dikatanya Mi simply amek ayat tu daripada internet. Is it wrong for me to be at least sad about this? Hey man, at least, Mi tak adalah nak hentak-hentak buku ke apa ke. Mi tak minta keluar kelas sekejap pon. Mi taklah senyap terus. Mi adalah buat2 cakap dengan classmate lain sedangkan dalam hati Allah je yang tahu!
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After all, I just don't get it. You'll be scolded if you make mistakes, and you'll be doubted if you do something without mistakes. @.@ Yang Mi taw, dia marah sebab dia tak boleh nak check my grammar. Tapi cg, saya sendiri yang buat ayat itu, itulah grammar saya.

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