5 days to go!

5 days to leave 2011 and welcome 2012!

I wonder if there will be any big change in my life during these 5 days as I am leaving this year.  I am actually supposed to write a new post on paintball activity done by KUV on KUV's blog and somehow I am losing my words so I ended up writing on my own blog. ^_^

 Well as I’m writing this post without any plan, I just wanna point out some points, some big events that happen to me this year.[n I’m planning to write about my 2011 properly on the next post, so wait for it yeah!]

January- I went for ice skating during the New Year holiday.

February- my surprised birthday party by my classmates [including Nawal] n my lecturer let us home without any home task because it was my birthday!

 March- joined badminton training [which caused some big changes to my life- yeah man.. I got to know Aniq, Alan, Aidid, Hafidz, Faridah, Katya, Doenna, Misha[coach] and for sure my best catalyst ever – Tan Eelin..haha]

April- I lost my grandmother.. Al-Fatehah, somehow 2 days after was my mother’s birthday..so Happy Birthday bu! I sang one of her favorite songs- Ku Ada Kamu and made her some videos.

May-anything special???

June- summer’s exams

July- Vacation at Korea, Singapore

August- Ramadhan in Malaysia, reunion of “tujuh bergelora”

September- Back to Russia, with new hopes! Celebrated Nawal’s and Jiha’s birthday.

October- Aidilfitri’s Celebration n I was the MC. Well, new and nice experience. Thanks for believing me in such responsibility.

November- My dad’s birthday. Made him a video by using pictures I took myself by using my DSLR. Kak Dayah’s birthday- gave her a memorial album. This is my first time do a birthday video and memorial album. How lucky they are..haha

December- Syazwan’s birthday. Celebrated at Coffee House.

Plastic surgery and make up

SO, here come the post on beauty ahaks! Well,last month I posted on vitamin C injection and here we go this month topic : Plastic surgery and make up!

I told Hairi, if I'm allowed to do any plastic surgery, there will be three out of thousands,that i want to undergo.
1. Ilizarov's apparatus (for medic student you better know this one)
2. Eye-bag removal
3. Nose job

haha...

Just now I found out that make up is the most possible-magic that can happen to someone. Make up can transfer someone into goddess or vice-versa.

  

Above all, I'm so thankful for all that I have! Alhamdulillah. I just can't imagine myself losing one of these nikmat that Allah give. And I can't imagine if I am the victim of simbahan asid.

FB knows it better than me

I keep denying about it. I even avoid myself from looking at his profile. I did everything I could, to make sure his profile is not the first profile to pop up when I type this one letter. Somehow FB keep updated me about him. And today, I post on a new album,paintball umno. Some people who are not my friends like some of those pictures, and fb tend to pop this notice ---> Upin (friends with !@#$%^&*) likes your photo. Guess what! It is his name. Oh man! FB stop teasing me DUSH!

Tahun lepas,tahun ini dan tahun depan.

2010-2011-First year

Masa : Terhad

Aktiviti : Pelbagai...sebab duit banyak. 3D,4D,5D semua Mi belasah. Ice skating lagi boling lagi. Nasib baik tak ada karaoke box je kat Rusia ini. Kalau tak habis Mi belasah juga. Shopping lagi. Yelah konon guna alasan, "xpe, basicla, first year memang kena spend lebih sikit. Kita kan nak duduk kat sini lagi lima tahun, tapi bila difikir-fikir ada saja barang-barang yang ikut kehendak bukan keperluan. Makan kat luar jangan cakaplah. Sekali makan...X hengat! X boleh bedal daging punya pasal, sekali makan, makan macam badak.

2011-2012- Second year

Masa : Banyak

Aktiviti : Terhad...sebab balik Malaysia cuti musim panas yang lepas, dah joli sana-sini. 

Duit ada..... CUKUP, tapi x lebih. Faham? :)  Kena berjimat seperti post Mi yang sebelum ini, I have something to buy on my mind. Nak makan luar pun bukan main  berkira. Malu juga dengan kawan-kawan, macam kita ini berkira sangat. Memang x seronok jimat-jimat ini wa cakap lu, tapi nak wat camna.. nak juga beli benda tu!huhu 

2012-2013- Third year

Masa : Terhad

Aktiviti : Terhad

Senior-senior kata third year busy. Duit pula mustahil kalau lebih banyak daripada 2nd year.  Lainlah kalau MARA nak naikkan biasiswa. Amin. Xpela... x naikkan pun xpe, jgn kurangkan sudah, makan pasir Mi nanti. hihi

Jom kita berjimat. $$$

 P/s: Adalah dengar senior kata, kalau 2nd yr. x enjoy, memang siaplah korang. So, I decide to enjoy without spending money. Though it is tiring to control my desire to buy this and that, still I have to! Go go Mi! 

Peringatan 1

‎"Its worth everything that u have a lot of friends that u called as ukhuwah,

but its worth nothing if the ukhuwah smudged with backbiting and backstabbing..."

_every_relationship_requires_trust-by Shahidzat Nordin

 ‎'HABLUMMINALLAH WA HABLUMMINANNAS'- "Jika kita menjaga hubungan kita dengan Allah tetapi TIDAK DENGAN MANUSIA, itu juga sudah lari daripada konsep di atas.Harus kita ingat jika kita tinggal salah satu daripadanya maka TERBATALLAH IMAN kita."- blogger nabil

Pesanan ringkas dr saya sendiri..hablumminannas itu harusnya secara menyeluruh, jgn ada yg memilih-milih, membanding-bandingkan org yg itu dan ini..kwn yg begitu dan begini..sekian


P/s: dulu Mi takut nak pos benda-benda macam ni, sebab Allah murka dengan org yg tidak melaksanakan apa yg dia sendiri sampaikan. InsyaAllah, hari ini Mi tekad juga pos peringatan2 macam ini, dengan satu-satunya harapan Mi; untuk mengingati diri sendiri yang mudah lupa.Amin. :)

KASUT ROSAK

Hari ini kasut Mi rosak zip. Masa tu dekat rumah senior, nak balik rumah sendiri. Alamak. Nasib baik senior ada banyak kasut. Bolehlah pinjam. Baiklah, isunya dekat sini adalah Mi dapat beberapa pengajaran. Sebelum ni, Mi tak berapa menghargai kasut itu. Bagi Mi kasut itu made me look funny! Tapi bila 'dia' dah rosak barulah Mi rasa sangat-sangat perlukan 'dia'.
Jadi, pengajaran pertama: sayangi dan hargai apa yang kalian ada sekarang.
Pengajaran kedua: Bersyukur dengan kawan-kawan dan senior-senior yang sudi membantu.

Macam mana kalian fikir? Mi dah ada plan kewangan untuk bulan Disember ini. Sudah semestinya Mi tak sediakan peruntukan untuk kasut baru. Boleh saja belasah kasut kanvas. Should I buy a new one for the sake of winter or should I just use the canvas shoes for the sake of saving [i have something to buy on my mind]. 


????????????

SHE IS...

"She who talks so loud. She who laugh so hard. She who smile so bright. Was She who hurt so much.

Experience indeed a great teacher. Be Strong my friend."- Uzair Suhud

Near yet so far.

Long time ago, there was this one person who ignored me so much. She cared about others more than me. As for me, I do love her and respect her. Hence, I'm determined to hold on to her. Even my parents taught me how to take care of her. So I've been patient and always trying hard to show her that no matter how she ignored me, I'll still care about her. So a few years later, my hard work and patience paid off! She looked and asked about me. But now that person is gone...Al-Fatihah. Unexpectedly, the thing happen to me again.

Friend,
I try hard to bond with you,
I'm tired and sad to see you ignoring me.
When I ask you,
"are you sick? are you ok? are you tired?"
That didn't mean that you're weak,
I'm simply care about you!
Sorry for my questions,
if they have irritated you so much.

Friend,
I know that I'm not as good as that girl,
But believe me, I did try my best to e a good friend to you,
Whether you realised it or not,
Whether you think that I'm too sensitive or not,
It hurts me,
Whenever you say "Hi!, Morning!, Hey, Nyte!" to her,
While I'm here by your side,
And you said nothing to me.

Friend,
Nobody knows about this...
If u feel like I'm talking about you here,
pretend like you don't, because its not.
All I'am asking from you is to believe me,
tell me your problem,
look up for me.
People may have opinions and judge our friendship,
but this thought never stopped me from being your friend because
I know that we can at least be friends.

Friend,
Now I'm scared to ask you,
Even one simple question.
If I don't ask , that doesn't mean that I don't care, but simply
I'm scared that my questions are going to irritate you.
Perhaps you don't like my style of showing you that I care.

Friend,
I've been thinking what make our bond bizarre,
We do not share much!
What am I supposed to do when you yourself do not choose me to tell your problems,
If you are not comfortable with me,fine,
I can understand that, but as long as you know,
I do care about you and I want to share a lot of things with you.

If you don't want to tell me your problems,
make sure I'll don't hear them from others,
Because when I know you don't share your problem,
even when I already told you that you can lean on me, believe me,
You made me feel like I'm a useless friend.

We are so near yet so far.

P/s: This was written a long long long time ago. I found this sheet so I decided to publish it. That's all.